December 2009
John Mayer concert?
At the Sheraton hotel in San Diego where I’m staying. Weird. There’s a big line.
On my way
To sunny San Diego. :] I’m pretty excited to hang with my cheer-ios and the band for 5 days.
I'm bawling....
I saw this lady on the side of the freeway walking and I just assumed her car broke down but the in the third lane I saw a puppy lying in the middle of the freeway. I’ve always seen roadkill but I’ve never seen anything like that. :[[[[
Please close your windows enough so your puppy can’t jump/fall out. :[ i’m going to be upset for a while. Poor doggie.
When I grow up
I wanna be the kind of person that randomly decides to get on a plane with no destination. I know it’ll cost money but life isn’t about money. And what’s the point of having it if you’re not going to use it? I’m terrified of the future but also ridiculously excited. :] I’m going to be a cool ass old man.
Haha. Most of these that I post are while I’m...
If I had to choose
If I had to choose three tv channels to live off of for the rest of my life I would choose bravo, showtime, and lifetime. Lol. What about you?
Holiday bowl
I guess I am going to the holiday bowl in San Diego! Lol. Free trip 27-31st. Woot woot. I love my cheer-ios.
Good deed?
So I went to krispy kreme and bought two dozen doughnuts for my coworkers because we had floorset tonight from 8pm-5am and we had like 1/2 a dozen left so I was like I’ll find a homeless person to give it to. So I go to the park on stone and speedway because a lot of homeless sleep on those benches but it rained so I don’t know where they went. So I just left the box there. Is that...
What I want for Christmas. Lol. Jk.
I wish I had somebody to come home to and that I meant the world to them, but honestly I wouldn’t have time for him because I hardly have time for myself so I’ve gotten used to being alone and independent and that’s what works for me. Ok I know. Huge run on sentence, but fuck it, it’s my blog so it doesn’t need to be gramatically correct.
Hospice
I’m at hospice sitting with a dying patient and you have no idea how rewarding it is. The RN said she’s probably going tonight. Just sitting here with her holding her hand is so rewarding. I mean I think it’s great to be with someone when they have no one. I think it just gives them the comfort they need to let go and go peacefully. I just like being here for them. Even if they...
People
Some people just need to learn how to keep their mouths shut.
Ugh.
Waiting.
I’m kind of waiting for you to realize how great I am. Not to be conceited or anything but someone’s gotta see it. It’s sometimes really discouraging when you don’t have reassurance but you gotta hope for the best right?? Good night.
I had a great time playing Mario brothers on the wii with roomies and friends. :] that game is addicting! Honestly.
Fun.
I went out last night for the first time in a long time and I realized how self conscious I am. I had a lot of fun being out with my roommates and partying with some new and old friends. So one of my goals is to become less self conscious. :]
Thank you
You know I’ve never said thank you for this.
Thank you mom and dad for moving away from Oxnard, CA because if I still lived there I probably wouldve never come out and I probably wouldve gotten some girl pregnant and dropped out of high school.
I love you mom and dad for supporting me in everything I do; financially and emotionally.
You guys are amazing. :]
Top 10 list of places I want to visit. [abroad]
1. London- Honestly, because I like boys with english accents, and I’m sure I’d have a great time in England.
2. Australia- I want to see the great barrier reef, and go snorkeling, scuba diving, see some koalas and kangaroos.
3. Egypt- The great pyramids are there, and I would love to go see them. As well as to experience the culture.
4. Brasil- It’s the plastic surgery...